Monday, 26 December 2016

2013/2014 Chapter 9

It was the beginning of the end with Fiona, there comes a point in your life when you repeatedly say to yourself; “I’m too old for this bullshit”, my brother being murdered feels somewhat like being stuck with a sentence and it’s awkward when meeting new people because I don’t tell them as I’ve found if you do their opinion changes and they don’t know how to react with traumatic situations that they’re told about.

This is the conversation via Facebook, bearing in mind I haven’t spoken to her in years and I dare say no “friend” would suffer from amnesia in such a way, nor let it slide so willingly, or generally be as twisted as Fiona;

Sunday, September 13, 2009 at 6:48pm UTC+01
Michelle Johnstone joined the group Mad Dog Casting Members.

Sunday, September 13, 2009 at 7:03pm UTC+01
Michelle Johnstone and Shivon Johnstone are now friends.

Sunday, October 4, 2009 at 11:39am UTC+01
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey :) How the hell are ya?? Gr8 that your back on facebook!!

Sunday, November 8, 2009 at 9:31am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey :) How did ya mission go?? Any luck??

Monday, November 9, 2009 at 1:45am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Thats cool :) Happy 4 you eh. Any idea when you will visiting or returning to NZ?? Miss ya gal. Havn,t our girls grown up...Lana was going to be Jamiee Lee & you liked the name Candace i think. Is that right?

Monday, November 16, 2009 at 11:03am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Why is he crying on ya doorstep?? Maybe he,s in luv with you :) ??

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 at 11:04am UTC
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
Looking for adopted son of Russell Warren Neill, DOB: 01/12/1972, adopted boy in Dunedin, NZ, 1990, year of your dads death. You have an Aunty and a Niece! COME FIND ME! Happy Chrissy & New Year 2009 x

Saturday, December 5, 2009 at 12:34pm UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey, I think i MAY know who is mother is, her sister & i went to High School together, havn,t talked to her for years though. 1st name is Leah. You want me to do some detective work??

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 at 7:33am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Happy Xmas & Merry New Year, May all your dreams come true XX

Wednesday, December 30, 2009 at 11:02am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Ha low from a freezing day in dunners. Weve had hail today & "they who talk alot" call this summer>LOL!! How you doing??

Saturday, January 9, 2010 at 12:12pm UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey girlee, Hows ya day going? You want me to send over front page of ODT? You keeping well?

Sunday, January 10, 2010 at 10:20am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey :) Hows things over there today? Whats your address so i can send this odt? If its any consulation weve had crap weather too :( One day may be stinking hot next its hailing. Have you been on the Astromandir website? Really interesting & so accurate.

Thursday, January 14, 2010 at 12:21pm UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey, Girlee, Howz it going?? How did the Eastenders thing go? We get it over here so would be gr8 to see you on it. Weve still got another 2 weeks of school holidays left, weather been bit better. Had a gr8 day yesterday {13th} got to bed about 4ish. Thanks for your good wishes. ODT article in my bag ready 2 post to you, just been slack..Sorry!!

Friday, January 15, 2010 at 4:36am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey :) I sent you that article today...finally. Let me know your thoughts. XX

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 at 9:48am UTC
Michelle Johnstone posted something via mobile.
I just got the otago daily times - Stonehenge looks wicked, thanks fiona- I'd forgotten how big the newspaper is, lol- I'm also loving the stamp, year of the tiger.. Def must be my year :-) x. Flashbacks of mitre 10 ads & warehouse ads on the other side lol

Wednesday, January 20, 2010 at 10:19am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey :) Has that dam letter arrived yet?? Its not coming from Mars {or is it } lol.

Monday, February 8, 2010 at 9:03am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.

Friday, May 21, 2010 at 12:46pm UTC+01
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Your so gr8 lol, love waking up to your comments :) Hey...when we going to get together?? {u dirty minded pricks who misread that...,shell & i are effin gr8 m8s...& not that kinda m8 m8} lol, cos its way over due eh

Wednesday, July 28, 2010 at 7:59am UTC+01
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline. Hiya, Think i might meet you in China in 2012...Meet a Feng Shui master & "Find Myself" XX Im sure we,ll have a blast just like the old days..Oh the memories. We were so young & not so innocent lol.

Sunday, August 22, 2010 at 10:33am UTC+01
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey, tried to send e-mail but too much too say, can we chat online??

Sunday, September 5, 2010 at 11:42am UTC+01
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hiya :) Quake was 7.5 in ChCh, then scaled downed to 7.1, Damage was awful from what ive seen :( <3 a="" dunners="" in="" just="" nbsp="" o:p="" rumble="">

Monday, September 20, 2010 at 4:38am UTC+01
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey :) Hope theyve given you some decent pain relief for ya foot, Rest Up!! Weve been watching the Jeremy Kyle show & Jerry said how can Michelle live over there with "that lot" (English) most the people on the show are total retards...Just his opinion...Hope the sun is shining & your ,laxing out xx

Friday, October 1, 2010 at 1:59pm UTC+01
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey :) Have u heard the new song from "pretty reckless"< called u make me wanna die... so good i <3 o:p="">

Monday, October 25, 2010 at 9:38pm UTC+01
Darlene Johnstone wrote on your timeline.
Im good, but i might have 2 send you a long email telling ya what shit i have been through lol. How have you been?

Thursday, October 28, 2010 at 9:15am UTC+01
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hope all goes according to plan at Botox clinic. Let me know how it goes. Just PLZ don,t go to extremes like Priscilla Presley.

Saturday, October 30, 2010 at 12:26am UTC+01
Michelle Johnstone was tagged in Shivon Johnstone's status.
my mums like a bloody teenager. Michelle Johnstone - turn it down, it's been playing for four hours straight.

Monday, November 22, 2010 at 7:02am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Had a dream with you & Shivon in it last night, You & her were on a shopping spree & both bought some brown cowboy boots with wheels on them, like the roller sneakers & ya,s were skating around the shops :)

Monday, January 10, 2011 at 11:21am UTC
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
O how I love planes :-D I'm going to Madrid

Monday, January 10, 2011 at 4:32pm UTC
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
captains log: 16.31 hrs: met granny rocker today, laughed that much I nearly went flying off the treadmill

Monday, January 10, 2011 at 4:41pm UTC
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
captains log: 16:38 hrs: dammit, secret covert operation to become invisible parent hasn't worked.. been called in to mingle with the masses tomorrow.. must remember to put stroppy face on

Monday, January 10, 2011 at 9:06pm UTC
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
Don't have sex - you will get pregnant - and die

Monday, January 10, 2011 at 10:17pm UTC
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
Yup - I'm obsessed- temper trap sweet disposition , up there with pink floyd learning to fly

Tuesday, January 11, 2011 at 5:51pm UTC
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
captains log: 17:49 hrs successfully fled mass lecture society with package in tow, stopped at local supermarket en route home and unwittingly copied a guys deep voice when he said 'thank you', I replied 'your welcome' .. mass hysterics at the till to the point of crying

Saturday, January 22, 2011 at 4:40am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Most of lifes problems start with MEN...menapause, mental anxiety etc...coincedence i think not

Tuesday, February 22, 2011 at 7:23am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
So how was ya holiday luvlee?? Theres an auction over here online & the winner gets a date with Mr Richie McCaw.

Thursday, March 3, 2011 at 7:31am UTC
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
Vroom vroom

Thursday, March 3, 2011 at 10:28am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
This is a hug (((hug))) from outta the blue, too let you know im thinking of you & even though ive got nothing to say, You know i thought of you today :)

Friday, April 8, 2011 at 6:52am UTC+01
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey, How u doing on the other side of the planet?? Keeping well i hope.

Sunday, May 15, 2011 at 12:49pm UTC+01
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
I'm 'in' NYC!! Noooo yawwwkk

Wednesday, June 22, 2011 at 12:14pm UTC+01
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey :) How are ya chook? Hope your keeping well & looking after yourself. Bloody cold over here :( Lana got her 1st tattoo & it looks amazing.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011 at 8:10pm UTC+01
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
Fiona! I DO NOT want to talk about the fucking past! K

Wednesday, August 3, 2011 at 8:30pm UTC+01
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
victim information manager says "I thought you might find this interesting, cheers" Fe Miller - how could you not fuckin tell me?

Wednesday, August 3, 2011 at 9:19pm UTC+01
Michelle Johnstone shared a link.
Kirsty Robertson Nigel Trounson? wtf is he? George Trounson murdered my brother - I'm not in the fkn best of moods so if you are related/married to a fkn skinhead - please vacate the premises

Wednesday, August 3, 2011 at 9:47pm UTC+01
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
IT GETS FUCKIN WORSE!! "I went to primary school with the trounson boys in alexandra and then to high school with THE GIRL THAT HARBOURED HIM PRIOR TO GOING BACK TO JAIL" - HOW THE FUCK AM I SPOSED TO STAY FUCKIN SANE?

Monday, December 19, 2011 at 7:45pm UTC
Pamela Johnstone wrote on your timeline.
hay how r ya?bn alotta years haha :)

Wednesday, February 22, 2012 at 11:29am UTC
Fe Miller wrote on your timeline.
Hey :g Had a vivid dream last night, you came back too Kiwiland for a holiday, Any thoughts in that direction??

Wednesday, February 29, 2012 at 10:44am UTC
Michelle Johnstone updated her status.
Is going to the Premiere of John Carter tomoz ;-D

November 25, 2012

Fe Miller : Hey, How are ya?? I was browsing through the midweek & found something that may or may not interest you....Anyway Ive sent it over & you can do with what ever ya want, Hope it doesn,t hit a nerve or anything cos thats in no way my intention.

Michelle Johnstone: hey xx yeah not too bad, what's that then.. nothing shocks me anymore x
Fe Miller :Its about a Johnstone history thing, I didn,t read the whole thing but thought of you immediately & shoved it in an envelope Was posted last friday after my mammogram {fuck that hurt} so should arrive any day now, How you been any-way?.
Fe Miller: Glad too hear your ok, Your garden must be looking amazing. Love the pics of you dressed up in Victorian gear, Really proud of you, So whats the new occupation?? I get the mind blank thing ALL the time, can remember songs of the 80s easily but everything being tested. Jerry reckons Im pill fucked but i think i, would be worse without them & if i wasn,t crook i wouldn,t need the 176 dam pills a week excluding my angina spray & $900 Humira shot every fortnight....Any-who Its great being a nana havn,t babysat Sativa Rosalee Deans yet but looking forward too it :) Shes exactly like Lana was, chubby cheeks & blue eyes, Just love her too bits. Hows your girl? NZ gone mental over the hobbit, not my cup of tea. Unsure re Tall Poppy Syndrome :/
Fe Miller: I didn,t realise there was a feud, Its 12;25am over here & Im waiting on jerry too get back from the pub, he said he was going down for 1 handle about 4ish so i cooked tea, made looie cake, did the dishes bla bla he came home quite pissed asked for some money, gave him the last 5 i had as he said he was going too enter a pool/darts comp & havn,t seen him since :/ Its doing my head in, why can,t he just say...Im going too the pub for 8 hours too drown my sorrows....GRRRR

Thats meant too be lollie cake lol

Maybe he,s met someone else again he hasn,t got his wedding ring fixed since we moved, The pub would be shut by now probably so may have gone for drinks some where else....Lucky for some eh...Meanwhile Im here door is unlocked so could get donked on the head or stabbed anytime {happened recently dunedin} if i lock the door jerry might take that the wrong way...he hasn,t got a key so have too stay awake till he gets home. Hows your week been??
Fe Miller: jeez, thats heavy shit :? Hows things over there? Getting colder eh, I hope we get a decent summer but hey its dunedin. How old is shivon now?
Michelle Johnstone: just a thought - why would you put something about getting stabbed and having the door unlocked fiona? are you missing the whole skinhead thing? Mind you it probably could happen since you married one of them

it's called Stockholm syndrome

November 30, 2012

Fe Miller: Im one fucked up woman, thats for dam sure...Thank gawd my kids are all normal

Fe Miller: Jerry was across the road at the time, but yeah definitely have that stockholm syndrome....{just googled it} Bizarre, ya learn something every day.

December 1, 2012:

Michelle Johnstone: watch the rugby x

Fe Miller: Will be, Not on here till tomorrow :( So its a good game eh

Michelle Johnstone: yah.. sooooo much better than the freakin hobbits.. there are sexier things that come out of new zealand yah know.

Fe Miller: Yeah, Hobbits shobbits i ca,t be bothered with any of it, Waiting on results....Health going down hill fast, Husband drinking any chance he can get :? Just wanna scream....This isn,t how I planned my life at the ripe old age of 16...I had a plan....model for a bit, get a job, car, travel, go too rock a guy who would ask me 2 marry him in the most romantic/original way...........Nope got a ring chucked at me with the words here ya......FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!

Fe Miller: How did andy propose too you??

Michelle Johnstone: oh farrkk - how shittty is this - the rugby isn't even on the fucking tele! It's on fucking sky. yay. oh fucking yay. I'm so oooo ooooo not impressed. I wanna watch it - maybe there's a link or something - free stream or something. I know chick..,. Thelma & Louise - bring it onnnnnnn

Fe Miller: can you watch it & your local??

Michelle Johnstone: they do soccer in one and the other one is a kind of like that cafe off friends but with old people - plus the other thing is I wouldn't like to sit and try and watch the game and then have some drip ask me if I was local and try and start a "so where do you come from" questions - it'd be the most irritating thing ever

Fe Miller: I bet, Must you must have a full english accent by now, I noticed it 13 years they reckon say sound kiwi?? Jerrys in a crap mood again...I swear Im not feeling loved...I read magazines & watch tv bla bla...And people in love don,t interact like we do...nothing is worth feeling this bad ;(

Michelle Johnstone: I like to think of as "posh english".. altho they laughed at me when I said that. well - hasn't he got something medically wrong with him - I dunno - did you ever get counselling after the rape?

Fe Miller: Its all2 much 4 much 4 my olld bfain.................

see u in2016

Michelle Johnstone: whats happening in 2016?

Michelle Johnstone: there's even a kidnapping party.. y'know blindfold 'em, tie them to a chair & fuck 'em - you didn't tell me if you got counselling for the rape chick or - were you lying to me?

Fe Miller: I had councelling for years with Jill Carodoc Davies, she was good but this time of year brings it all back.

Its now the 1-1-2013 & I must apologise for that crap, we went too our local & I got really hammered {obviously} I don,t even remember us chatting last night, god knows whats happening in 2016 :/ But the rape happened in december 1990 then that scumbag rob stole my docs when i went too the drs with mum, jerry said he remembers him taking them up 2 them & trying too sell them.
Michelle Johnstone: IT'S 20FIRTEEEN. apologise for what? i can't remember names
Fe Miller: That all sounds bloody awful, what are the indian police doing about it?? Mass Carnage would be a understatement, I totally understand your worrying about your child, I always do & always will & now about Sativa. I didn,t press charges against those wankers out of plain fear, but karma will sort them out 1 way or another I heard one of them got stabbed in the balls HaHa Ha ha!!!!
Fe Miller: Whats the world coming too?? Jim Morrison had it right years ago when he wrote "People are Strange" chat later after a cuppa

Michelle Johnstone: People didn't give a shit back then - what'd yah think that's like now man . See - when people say "what's the world coming to " "it's a fucked up world we live in" generally means its an excuse not to give a fuck because you did nothing to prevent the sick fucks fucking over someone else

Fe Miller: Its totally fucked, Sad really no-one seems too give a shit,

Michelle Johnstone: Includes you init - you got gang raped - you did nothing to prevent that from happening to other people .

Fe Miller: your right & ive got no excuse except they put fear in me & 2 this day I get chills if i see any shaved men, jerrys got a good crop of hair now, Thank gawd.

Michelle Johnstone: don't bullshit otherwise you wouldve never married one in the first place or fucked one voluntarily. Whatever reason its fucking strange you've had no inclination to help other women who've been through the same thing. Or protested.

Michelle Johnstone: with most victims there's an innate need to let other victims know that they're not on thier own. Not a little snitch for other skinheads fiona.

Fe Miller: Have i said or done something 2 upset you? Why are you bringing that awful time so many years later?

Michelle Johnstone: work it out. and actually - as a matter of factly - you've been bringing it up for years so yah know shrugs shoulders, when the shitteth hitteth the fanneth - you did nothing but watched, you keep going on about your husband when you know I fucking hate them. and to top it off there's something in you that fucking likes bringing up the past but let other people deal with it - why would you send me something about the johnstones - on my brothers birthday? why would you disguise the fact that you know trounsons mrs and didn't say nothing when she harboured him? you can't say you didn't know.

that kinda makes you a traitor and just as bad as a rapist

Ever wondered why I don't like anything on my wrists? for years it's been a non-stop 'remember this, remember that' - fucking hardly. they shaved your hair off, they beat the other women black and blue and proabably wouldve killed her too. And you think everything is normal. You didn't see a need to protest to get the scum off the streets. Along with underage prostitution. I mean - for fuck sake - I can't believe you didn't do anything. And I'm guessing you go on about it to me cos noone would believe you. It's also fucking strange the only opportunity I had to shout I was stomped down by the whole of nz. Says alot for NZ.

Fe Miller: I had no idea it arrived on your brothers birthday as don,t know when that is, Whose trounsens mrs??

Fe Miller: I felt you & I had a close enough friendship that I could confide in you about how we somehow got through that time. Do mean Jodi?? Ive only met the woman once at a party last year, And she was married with a kid on the way & it wasn,t too george


The end of ‘friendship’ with Fiona.
Enter the year 2013 with a view of it being more relaxing and back to what it originally was before I found out about Trounson and somehow it getting turned into some kind of political debate, the Justice Minister of New Zealand at the time Judith Collins, blocked me on twitter and Helen Clark also blocked me on Twitter.  At the time Helen Clark was aiming to be the next Secretary General at the UN.  I was also working as an extra and going through the motions of everyday life.
When Fiona started talking about Trounson has on and was speaking of getting stabbed etc then asks why the person is bringing something up that Fiona herself started going on about as well as developing selective amnesia and even so much as calling Trounson by his first name of ‘George’ as if she knows him personally – was just totally nasty.
After I read the last sentence I erased Fiona from my friends list on Facebook, there was another piss taker on Facebook called ‘Booboo Lloyd’, she kept going on about her own abuse and it might as well of been the end of the world for her however; takes the piss out of other victims and demeans other victims by saying “You’re lovely Michelle but you just get worked up too much”.  Booboo Lloyd was friends with a guy called Paddy Monaghan, a boxer who also apparently has a movie about his life called “The Rough Diamond” and was friends with Muhammad Ali.
Over on twitter it was the same kind of abuse from one of Chopper Read’s friends, Mark Brandon “Chopper” Read is/was an Australian criminal who also had a movie about his life simply called “Chopper” and was played by Eric Bana.  “You’re talking to yourself luv”, he says. 
Facebook is nasty, so I quite Facebook.  Shivon was still at home still wanting to be a makeup artist, even going to the extent of giving herself a makeover in the style of ‘The Joker’ to experimenting with Mexican skull faces.  It was when she came back from her Dads that she realised that I ate her Cadburys Creme egg that she left on the keyboard of the computer, she then stormed into my bedroom with a demanding statement “You ate my egg!” while staring me right down into the ground and then stormed off, I thought “it’s just an egg”.  The way she stropped out was OTT and enough was enough, the argument soon escalated and resulted in me slapping her, she ran into the bathroom, locked the door and phoned her father.  Her father shortly arrived as well as the Police and Shivon went to her dads and they kidnapped Dutch the dog.
Twitter is different as you don’t get a reply and it says on the ‘tweet activity’ that less than 50 people actually see my tweets and the feedback I get is non-existant, abuse or people just taking the piss.  According to John Key, twitter users are all ‘bottom feeders and trolls’.
So Shivon had gone to her dads, I was still working as an extra however my ebay got hacked which resulted in me losing the ebay business, so I was looking for a job by the time Eastenders came along.
I was to be sat in between Sharon and Tanya bickering and giving each other that “I’m gunna kill you” pre-cat-fight look on Eastenders.
Realising that because of my background; i.e having an extremely violent past prior to moving to England, also a vindictive ex-husband and ex-family, also the trouble with Hollywood, well it’s a sure fire way not to get any more work in the industry again.
I’d worked as an extra a couple of times on Eastenders and one thing that is annoying is the parking.  The set itself is in Elstree Studios, Borehamwood, which is also where Holby City is/was filmed.  I played the part of a nurse as the hospital had an outbreak of legionaires disease.
Up to this point, the Rugby World Cup was over, I’d worked on “Trance” as an extra, there was a French guy on the set of Trance who was slightly antsy and there was also an extra who liked the double in the movie “Total Recall”, where Arnold Schwarzenegger’s mechanical head malfunctioned.
I’d met Danny Boyle, Richie McCaw, James Macavoy and murdered Johnny Depp with my eyes spontaneously, as well as a few more that all have careers in the public/media domain.
Then Danny Boyle directed the Olympics followed by the Sochi Olympics where one of the rings malfunctioned.  There is a photograph of Putin in a type of backstage ‘greenroom’ watching the opening ceremony with one of the rings that had malfunctioned and Putin is also holding what appears to be a ring box.
I’d already done a couple of Asda Ads, the first Asda ad that I did I remember it because Breivik had committed mass murder in Norway and it was plastered all over the front pages.  The next Asda I did I found a phone in the toilet – it went unclaimed.
Plus, over in New Zealand which is full of Hitlers and Hobsters, ranging from John Key and his sadistic cabinet of so-called ministers and of course Peter Jackson is from New Zealand and pretty much owns New Zealand.
I haven’t returned to New Zealand, however there is someone using my email address and made up the name “Suzanne Rectum, 39 and living in Otago”, which is cybercrime and identity theft.  Meanwhile over in the UK, I put one post on an expat website and got permanently banned as I was considered to be “Illiterate spam”, my  I was just getting blocked and trolled.

Hamish McNeilly sent out a tweet (after he blocked me):
Hamish mcneilly (@southernscoop) October 29 tweet: Dunedin reached peak celebrity yesterday; Lorde, Daniel Craig, Michael Fassbender, Rachel Weisz, Dougal Stevenson and Olly Ohlson
I’d not long been an extra on Skyfall and around the same time John Key supposedly had ‘out of body experience’ and is pictured with the US Air Force as he spoke about it during his trip to Antarctica.  I collapsed before I was an extra on James Bond Skyfall, the psychological torture of not getting a response other than abuse was reaching levels of insanity and the day after I collapsed I woke up with an incredibly blood shot eye that according to a work colleague looked like a really bad case of conjunctivis.  I looked Daniel Craig right in the eyes, so it really was one extreme to the other.
I had communication with a group called ‘Sensible Sentencing’ which are supposed to be a group that would like to improve or implement harsher penalties for offenders.
 “Hi Michelle
Thanks for emailing us, we will make sure he is added to our offender data base but I have also cc this to Debbie Marlow who is trying to improve treatment of victims..... I think this letter from Corrections to you is appalling and they should be taken to task.
Debbie will contact you to see if you afree with her taking this up on your behalf.
Regards, Garth McVicar, Sensible Sentencing Trust”
On the Sensible Sentencing website it reads:
“The blog by a relative of the victim is extremely informative and gives a great deal more background to this offenders history.  Warning – some fairly harsh language contained therein, as author is absolutely furious with the injustices her family have suffered and perfectly understandably so!”
I didn’t hear anything back after that as they had let Trounson out and my victim impact statement was proverbially chucked in the bin, if someone says there are real reservations about stepping foot back in their own country because of a convicted criminal -it makes no difference to the Parole Board.
On 30 May it was announced that Trounson had been on the run, why they decided to leave it – announcing it on my birthday – seemed like a slap in the face.
In the New Zealand Herald, May 30th, 2013, Hamish McNeilly writes:
“Police seeking whereabouts of convicted murderer”
A convicted murderer remains on the run from police
Police have appealed for any sighting of Dunedin man George Charles Trounson , 41, who is wanted on a warrant to be recalled to prison, Acting Senior Sergeant Dave Scott said yesterday.
Trounson, described as being of solid build and about 177cm tall, has eluded authorities since January.
"Don't approach him, just let us know about him," Sgt Scott said.
Anybody seeing Trounson was urged to contact police, he said.
In 1991, the then 19-year-old Trounson was jailed for life after being found guilty of murdering Russell Warren Neil, 17, in Dunedin.
Trounson, a former polytechnic student, beat Mr Neil about the head with a piece of broken stair baluster on June 24, 1990.
He was first released in 2001, and the latest prison recall was his sixth recall application since that initial release.
In June 2012, a New Zealand Parole Board decision noted alcohol abuse and Trounson's failure to take his Antabuse medication were factors in his reoffending.
Taking the medication, not being in possession of/or consuming alcohol and illegal drugs for the rest of his life, and undertaking treatment for drug and alcohol were three of his six special parole conditions, the board noted.
Anyone with information is urged to contact Dunedin Police on 471-4800, or anonymously via the Crimestoppers tip line on 0800 555 111.
On a front page of Stuff online the headlines read “Just Like Di” with a picture of Judith Collins behind Diana princess of wales and underneath “Collins a media victim – sister.  Like Princess Di, Judith Collins has been hounded with no concern for her feelings, her sister says.  Other headlines included “Island disease warning; major outbreaks of mosquito-borne diseases in the Pacific Islands have reached New Zealand”, “Body pulled from waterway; Police are at the scene where a body has been pulled from the water in Tauranga”, “Streaker was ‘aiming for Richie’; A streaker’s “bucket list” naked run during an All Blacks test has sparked security concerns”, “Depp led to the ‘Real Ripper’; A new book claims to have unmasked Jack the Ripper – using the only forensic evidence in the case” and “NBA rocked by racism scandal; Hawks owner will sell his controlling interest in the NBA team after admitting to writing a racially insensitive email”.   Which is funny that all those headlines are on the same page and I’ve met most of those mentioned apart from Judith Collins, who blocked me on tiwtter and who also happens to be at that time the Justice Minister of New Zealand.

A tweet that Hamish mcneilly posted with no comment was an attachment of a picture from someone called Shelley (@dyslexialady1) telling @Whaleoil to shut up.
Which is rather coincidental because Shelley; is short for Michelle, which is what I was called when I was younger.
The day after the New Zealand elections the headline on stuff read  “It’s the day after National’s landslide and Labour’s trouncing” and then a ‘black ops spindoctor’ by the name of Jason Ede quit National.
I wrote to the New Zealand High Commission and never got a reply also around the time after Obama started the ‘Funeral Selfie’ trend there were an amount of inappropriate selfies were appearing after an atrocity, to make it a little light hearted and not so serious.  Some even began to sing the song “Hitler had only had one ball”, it’s a British song that supposedly mocks Nazi leaders.  The rise of anti-semitism was on the up and up.
In relation to “research” based on how teenagers deal with death and trauma in the world of social media, it’s very much like there are plenty that practise the “Kathy Sanders” technique off the movie “Jerry MaGuire”, also accompanied by many carnage selfies and funeral selfies.  President Obama and friends was the trend setter.  There were all kinds of disaster selfies, horrific accident selfies, terrorist selfies, it turned into something like if you were to get a great selfie such as posing at Auschwitz it was almost like having a badge of honor.
There was even a dress up competition for a nightclub and two girls won dressed as the World Trade Centre and there was another entry (not in a competition or in UK) where a chef made a World Trade Centre cake with the planes crashing into the skyscrapers.
In the midst of victim impact statement and joining twitter I hypothetically married Seth MacFarlane on twitter, he put in his speech at Harvard on you can hunt someone down anywhere in the world and send someone to kill them.  When I first joined Twitter it was quite fun, however more for social networking and famous people who plug their movies/music etc.
The use of twitter to sway public opinion especially in political elections is something else yet the twitter users who get on the moral highground and they go right ahead and mock and block me – me – being a victim of seriously extreme crime.   Twitter is also the place for little statements and hash tag competitions, it’s so addictive that there are in fact people that are addicted to twitter that don’t work at Twitter.
The addiction to social media and the entertaining world of social networking is like my addiction to coffee, it’s completely legal but hazardous to your health just like any other addiction.
The secret marketing game playing use of social media manipulation, some famous people have been known to put random one liners and the media will come along and attach it without knowing whether that quote was relative to the article that they attached it to – like the games they play with messages on t shirts and baseball caps etc
By the time I was an extra on Life’s Too Short (I had the pleasure of meeting Ricky Gervais, Val Kilmer and the short guy who were on set), I sat in a chair being a part of an audience as part of the extra package, the lady next to me was that excited she fell asleep and got some shut eye while filming.  The AD commented on my car and I complimented him (can’t remember what I complimented him on exactly – however I did).  I was nice, pleasant to work with, mingled with absolute strangers and famous people for money, got dressed up in incredibly tight corsets and be smothered in period gear – all for money.  Got paid to dress up and mingle – just to be ‘part of the crowd’.  It was fun, I enjoyed it but no so much the games that they play.  My life seemed to become cause for debate, with Seth Macfarlane being a hardline aethiest and anti-religious a and also Ricky Gervais also a hardline aetheist and the subject of life after death, more to the point – my life after a death or rather many deaths, someone might change it to the belief of life after death and there is also the debate about the death penalty – so they are thrusting their beliefs in your face and you are insane if you don’t agree with their way of thinking.
I sat in the chair being part of the audience, next to the lady catching up on some shut eye reading a make shift book and it happened to have a Star Wars theme, the short guy played the part of an ewok.
Ricky Gervais inadvertently said in passing “I don’t know what to say” – after that Ricky Gervais was photographed with Michael J Fox at a basketball match looking highly enthusiastic, very much back to the future as Micheal J Fox was the lead role in a movie where if the train hits 88 miles per hour it disappears into the future, so it was really being put in a position where famous people pass things off as fake and fake as real, he later went on to do Comic Relief, that particular year Ricky Gervais put his single out all about equality, Simon Cowell married himself and Rowan Atkinson played the part of a very angry looking Bishop of Canterbury.  I thought it was a bit of a piss take as I am the victim and I’m getting laughed at not supported – when I first joined twitter one of the first people i followed was Seth Macfarlane and a twitter married him, he then stole one of my tweets at a time I was not getting a response and used it in his speech at Harvard, that tweet was about finding anyone anywhere in the world and sending someone to kill them and of course that is plagiarism and theft and by which case there is a guy called Kim Dotcom who they want to extradite on the grounds of piracy charges.  He’s German and resides in New Zealand.  Every time someone downloads a song or an episode of their favourite tv programme the famous people and executives shout from the heavens how they are not getting paid and thus all out war on piracy has unfolded.  Even if you take a photograph of yourself on set – you will be frogmarched off and not allowed to work in the industry ever again so it’s a reversal, they have stolen something from me but that was classed as ‘just a joke’ and ‘a bit of banter’
I was referring to my brothers murderer – attempting to write a victim impact statement at the same time writing about my life after the death of my brother and how that as well as the massacre has impacted on my life and all the traumatic events in my life have shaped me into the person that i am today, such as avoiding big crowds, conversation not veering off to far from the superficial niceties as if you say that your brother was murdered and then there was a massacre followed by a whole bunch of extremely violent events – chances are they won’t talk to you again as they don’t understand trauma.  His name ‘George’ seemed to morph into a thousand ‘George’s’ and life after death morphed into different meanings.
2013 was also the year that NASA  confirmed that the Voyager1 probe had left the solar system, the first man-made object to leave the solar system, it had left the heliosphere and left behind our solar bubble.  NASA also revealed pictures of the magnetic ‘bubble’ that protects the Earth from solar particles known as the Magnetosphere.  Earth can be seen as a tiny speck surrounded by an enormous magnetic ‘bubble’ as it speeds through space, different from the usual blue and green globe spinning peacefully, the pictures illustrate the speed and energy of the magnetosphere that surrounds Earth as it moves around the sun.
In the Daily Mail there is an article stating that NASA scientists are to take the first steps to building faster-than-light warp engine that could make Star Trek a reality with a view to turn science fiction to fact and prove warp speed might be possible.  All they need to go is bend the rules of time and space famously laid out by Albert Einstein over 50 years ago.
I’d like to talk about rainbows, rainbows being representative of a few groups such as Greenpeace and Gay Pride.  I don’t think it has occurred to them that when someone says they like rainbows they are not automatically referring to a gay greenpeace member.
From when I got asked which is worse, ‘we’re gunna kill it’ or saying ‘that’s so gay’.  Turned into a political debate about gay marriages, rainbows are not solely owned by the gay community, apparently seth macfarlane is avid gay fan who believes gays should be allowed to marry however while misinterpreting his conscious neglected the fact I’d just not long found out about my brothers murderer and that he’s been in and out of prison with a string of offenses as long as my arm and I was in a state of shock, because of that and no one responds other than just abuse and the gay community were not at the top of my agenda. 
To go through what I have been through only for Greenpeace and the gay community to block me is discrimination.

In numerology 8 and 7, the joining of the two numbers 87 were the two sides come together and in the middle you find peace.  88 is a Nazi number and 77 is the number that most astrocities stem from – be it a ‘holy war’ as they call it.  So 87 is a special number namely brining the two sides together for peace.

That year was also the year of Nelson’s Mandela’s memorial where the President of America at the time (Obama) thought it would be a great idea to invent the ‘Funeral Selfie’.  There was a photograph where a man in the crowd was holding up the front page of the Sun with a picture of Nelson Mandela on it and I just finished googling Phar Lap, and Phar Lap has a better front page I reackon, will the “Can Phar Lap make Turf History” on the front page of The Sun.
Also at the memorial there was the shenanigans with to the schizophrenic deaf interpreter; things got a little comical.  President Vladimir Putin didn’t attend the what appeared to be a circus, he signed the condolence book and said that Nelson Mandela was a good friend to Russia
John Key was described as an ‘unidentified guest’ while sharing a laugh with David Cameron as no one seemed to know who he is/was), the schizophrenic deaf interpreter and the wheel of media coverage for what seemed like months of mourning – you’d be almost tricked into believing you were at a circus rather than a memorial.  A schizophrenic deaf interpreter who talks of fish, prawns, horses and lightening bolts and saying afterwards that he totally didn’t recall the event at all however as it progressed he got a job making ads for money adn riding off on a white horse.
It was more of a celebration of his life mixed with political comedy and the rooster effect.  Putin once alledgedly said of Obama “Negotiating with Obama is like playing chess with a pigeon.  The pigeon knocks over all the pieces, shits on the board and then struts around like it won the game”.
There was also another photoshopped meme with speech bubbles of the schizophrenic deaf interpreter saying “This is about mawage, mawage is the reason we are here today”.
In Nelson Mandela’s book he mentioned a bird and while he was incarcerated on Robben Island, had much time to think.  In relation to the criminal justice system and the current reform of it, Mandela was in prison for being a terrorist or as some people say a freedom fighter, he spent 27 years of his life in prison only to come out and become President and leave a lasting legacy like “Invictus”.  The movie is probably what most people will remember him by and the game between the All Blacks and South Africa and whole bunch of drama like the All Blacks getting poisoned.
That same year an unknown copy of a letter from Robert the Bruce to the King of England asking for peace prior to the build up of Bannockburn was found, the page number was 87.  Russell’s school leaving certificate is 3rd July, 1987.
It was towards the end of the year that I got a job at Shendish Manor, it was a golf place in Hemel Hempstead, the bar manager thought it was funny to pull me to the side and ask me if I’d murdered anyone, I soon quit after that.
My MX5 got stolen two days after the fall out with Shivon, while all the nastiness was going on at home I’d not long been an extra on the Mars Football ad which included Van Persie and a couple of other soccer players.  There was a photograph with Van Persie and Savage in a cafe discussing cars looking pretty smug with themselves.
Being car-less is never a good thing and being car-less is never a good option, being car-less means I cannot get to work, being car-less means I cannot work as I cannot get to work as there are hardly any buses at stupid O’clock in the morning, the times you have to be on set and the location make it incredibly difficult for those who use public transport.
My home seemed like an empty shell, Shivon was no longer there and I hadn’t touched her room since she left.  No attempt was made to bring Dutch back or anything.  One particular day I was walking towards the back gate and a small group of kids noticed that someone had made a sign with twigs saying “HELP” outside my back gate.
While I was working at Shendish Manor there was a terrorist incident in Boston who is now known as the Boston Marathon bomber.  One of the guys said “Not my country – not my problem”.  Josh, my running friend was in total shock and they put the perpetrator on the front page the Rolling Stone magazine looking like a rock star.
As I said, I quit Shendish Manor, I sent a complaint to the bosses however didn’t get a reply.  I went back down to the job centre and the lady behind the desk said when I told her about Shendish Manor “I find that difficult to believe, Shendish Manor are one of our best employers – you should get into acting”. She also said that she didn’t like Putin however have no idea why she slipped that in as I didn’t mention the President of Russia.
Bearing in mind that I had not told anyone at Shendish Manor that my brother was murdered, there was a guy called Sean whom let me listen to his demo of the song he was making, it was about gliding and he’d been on the show Britains Got Talent and was quite successful on it, he called himself a ‘perfectionist’ and also said that he liked Simon Cowell – he also has relatives and knows people who work within the criminal justice system and seemed to know everything about it.
I removed all the extra work from my CV so it was just a basic CV with nothing interesting on it, I then got a packing job in Borehamwood, there was no contract as such and the employees were all foreign.  It was at the packing job that I got a text from a casting agency to partake in the Madelaine McCann reconstruction – I didn’t do it, obviously, the suspicious circumstances surrounding her disappearance, a global manhunt and a media whodunit circus and the constant attention the McCanns get over everyone else with a toddler that goes missing is and was at ridiculous pantomime levels.   While the teenagers were going through their ‘funeral selfie’ faze, they’d also done a special sign for the McCann family saying “We found Maddy” while pointing to a picture of Madelaine which had tinsel around it and parading it at a student party.  The McCanns have had a tremendous amount of support and while they have shedloads of suspects have in a nutshell destroyed any public support for other victims that get abducted.
If it was me taking Shivon abroad and leaving her in a hotel at such a young age so I could go miles away for a meal – it would be me that would’ve got carstrated not the destinations police and government and there wouldn’t be such a huge manhunt involving the world.  I would be labelled as a bad parent and probably face a prison sentence for child neglect and be subject to abuse for the rest of my life.
So, with Leveson, the McCann’s say that the media invaded their privacy however it would seem the McCann’s  have used the media to their own advantage and if there is anything they read that they don’t like – they sue.  They have ample support to sue governments for having a suspicion and penning a book, can just imagine the furore if there were to be a movie made without their permission.
Generally victims of murders/massacres etc don’t have a say whether a movie is made about a specific event and/or events and the victims are generally the least of the focus, the focus is more often than not on/about the perpetrator/s.
It was around the same time as Donald Trump got a retweet request from someone claiming to be the son of Fred and Rosemary West and attached a picture of the serial killers, he asked Donald if he could retweet as he said that his parents (Fred & Rosemary West) was an inspiration to them, Donald Trump then retweeted it of course.  The daughter of Fred West slammed Domonic West (John Carter of Mars) for saying that he suffered from nightmares, he had made a programme about the serial killers however never gave the victims a second thought.

So I was working for a company called “Superfood”, packing tablets, vitamin supplements, honey; all things that are classed as “Superfood”.  It was in a warehouse and in the back room of a very small garage type warehouse, the boss was an Indian slave driver and you were allowed two half hour breaks and on your feet for the whole day, my legs ached to buggery and my knee was giving me jib which i got algasel cream for – arthitus in my knee - which is incredibly sore and I also took a chunk out of my finger.
It was around the same time when I seen Steve for the last time on the set of “Red 2” with Bruce Willis and Anthony Hopkins.   I gave Steve a hug and a white bird flew across the set, i looked up and caught a glimpse of the bird.  It was also around the same time when Max Clifford got arrested for sexual offenses, they all know and knew yet didn’t do anything to prevent it.  While they thought the ‘green’ thing was funny – the green thing is all to do with Greenpeace, climate change etc, but the colour green also denotes jealousy.
I was driving home one evening in the MG when I got a text message telling me that I no longer have a job and don’t come back so – I was unemployed... again.  The next day was one of my last jobs as an extra, it was at a pub where we were just sitting mingling in restaurant, it had Stephanie Beachem in it.  I told them that my car got stolen and it was only yesterday that I got the sack without any warnings at all – it didn’t seem that much of a big deal and sitting down talking to one of the crew she tells me that I should listen to Miley Cyrus’ “Wrecking ball” song.  To be sat down and getting paid to rest my legs while pretending to be engrossed in idle chit chat was a softener to the blow of being unemployed. 
The only trouble with extra work though is that it’s not constant, it’s very intermittent and you can’t depend on it and you can very easily rub someone up the wrong way or indeed look at someone  funny and never get hired again – of course they won’t tell you – you just won’t get any work
There was a rumor surrounding Tom Cruise, apparently he’d allegedly said to an extra that if he so much as looks at him he’ll be removed from set.
I liked the extra work however dealing with my brothers murderer and not getting a response other than abuse, being used/abused/exploited was just something else on a whole new other level of evil and I knew there was a movie about the massacre in Aramoana however I’ve not seen it and have no need to see it and don’t really want to watch it – I like animation.
 Of course the other weirdness is the fact that when horrendous violent things happen – it’s like something out of a movie but not and I found myself being an extra within the tv/film industry at the time of writing my victim impact statement which are in fact very real events.
The ex-husband once said that I should stack shelves for a living which would’ve thrilled him no end as it is a seemingly dead end job with not very many career opportunites and career advancement is very slim, the best you can hope for are bigger shelves. If it wasn’t my career choice he had a problem with it would be my relationships, there’d be constant meddling and interfering and even get the third degree if I had any friends as my attention would not be focused on Shivon 100%.

The people around me knew very little and I’d never gone into great detail, after the MX5 got stolen which felt like someone had severed a limb from my body.
I defaced John Key’s picture and turned him into an alien termite eater after Glenn Greenwald tweeted that John Key is deceiving the public over spying claims and I also defaced a tweet sent out by John Key stating “Where there is a balancing of rights to be done between criminals and victims and where there is a doubt about what action should be taken I will take a side, and that side will be the side of the victim” that was sent out on the 24th June, along with “We’re putting victims at the heart of the criminal justice system and protect them from further offending”.  I wrote “BULLSHIT” across it on photoshop using red highlighter, saved it and tweeted it.
Helen Clark blocked me, Judith Collins blocked me and ealier that year Gemma Dowler followed me on twitter.
For some strange reason it turned into a debate, I received a tweet from a New Zealander that said:
Mike Beckett (@SentinelNZ): “there you go again making assumptions.  What’s the matter?  Can you not debate me without swearing” and “The only person I am laughing about is you”
I am still in the UK, not been back to New Zealand, apparently the Invercargill City Council in New Zealand have put me into quarantine because apparently I’m a ‘security’ risk and I swore too much at them. Someone called it ‘Shadow banned’ where some tweets are viewable and others aren’t.  “Quarantined” meaning – you won’t get a response as they’ve blocked you.  They now have decided to take the word “Trounce” and use it figuratively in politics and sport, i.e; “Trounced Merkle”, and “Chiefs trounce Crusaders” etc.
Email from Ministry of Justice Reception:
Dear Michelle Johnstone
Thank you for your email of 4 April to the Ministry of Justice Reception
I am sorry to hear about this situation.  I appreciate that this must be a difficult time for you.
The issues that you have raised appear to relate primarily to the parole of George Trounson.  The Ministry of Justice does not administer the parole system.  This is done by the Parole Board.  I note that Anthony Paltridge from Government House has already forwarded your correspondence to the Parole Board on your behalf.
I recommend you seek legal advice about your wish to sue the New Zealand Government.  If you do not have a lawyer you can get free legal information from your nearest community law centre.  More information on the ervices and locations of community law centres is available at the following website:
I note also that there are a range of victim support resources on the following site, which you may find useful:
Once again, thank you for your email
Kind Regards, Paul McGregor
Meanwhile over in New Zealand John Key dismissed Snowden’s allegations that New Zealand has US National Security Agencies using the facilities on New Zealand soil when Edwar Snowden announced there was an NSA base in Auckland.  The New Zealand media had taken a liking to the word ‘trounce’ and began to use it in their headlines such as:
“In his six years as prime minister of New Zealand, John Key has maintained satisfaction ratings of about 50 per cent, trouncing even Angela Merkel in Germany”
So I changed my twitter name to “Mishka”, “mishkajacksonz1”, I googled to see what ‘Mishka’ meant: Mishka: the ruler of “mishkan”, or perfect woman in ancient Croatian.  A very attractive, sexually appealing woman.  I like the name, however it also means little bear or little mouse.  I got called it at the packing job and I quite like it – as a name.
 ‘Quarantine’ means that you can send emails but you won’t get a reply – in other words it’s like being ‘secretly blocked’, but then all the abusive tweets didn’t get blocked such as:
Xboodx (@shy_k): I seriously think you need help for your issues and conspiracy theories, reading your blog makes me think you may be mentally ill..
@mexenaj @jedi_lexi your tragic life, according to your blog, would think the experience might have given you a heart but obviously not..
@mexenaj enough of your conspiracy shit bitch, get your head checked.  You are a truly fucked up human being.
As well as a tweet from Chopper Reads wife saying that I should stop picking on her dead husband, quite wierd given that I wasn’t so I replied:
@CassarRead you what?
Then someone called LeStonesy (@SeanStones) replied:
@mexenaj Michelle you have 16 followers and a egg for a profile pic.  You’re talking to yourself love. (with a thumbs up sign)
Upon writing to the Governor Generals office again, I got a reply by email and in the subject line put “Hemel Hempstead”, it reads:
“Dear Ms Johnstone 
Thank you for your email of 4 April which has been received by Government House, the Office of the Governor-General.  As you were advised by my predecessor, Antony Paltridge, the matters you have raised should be considered by the Parole Board.  Regards, Nerina Bennett.  Public Affairs Manager, Government House.
There was no reply to anything after that, Helen Clark who’d blocked me on Twitter was vying to be the next UN Secretary General who supposedly stands for ‘womens rights’, ‘the rights of the victim’, and all that jazz – no matter who she’d trodden on to get there. It’s very representative of the UN in general;  you find they claim to have devoted their whole lives to saving people etc when they are more than happy to tread on a victim and run the victim into the ground and pass the victim off as delusional in order to save their career due to the fact that they have discriminated against the victim so therefore – condemn what they endorse and endorse what they condemn, total and complete hypocrisy.
They’d sprayed ‘88’ onto Jewish headstones over in New Zealand and my brother was murdered at 88 Dundas Street, Dunedin.  Arranged to be beaten to death by skinheads and the convicted murderer is being treated softly softly meanwhile, the victims next of kin, the deceased’s sister – over the other side of the world in the UK is subject to abuse, as well as emotional/psychological torture while being laughed at, mocked and blocked.
When the shenangicans all began Calum Best followed me for a bit, never said anything other than doing some marketing, then Aldi Zilli appeared to of made a cake of a particular skatty model while Lindsay Lohan had a picture taken holding a camera and with her fingers pointing at her eyes and Max George made a spooky face behind her.
At the height of the increase of terrorist activity and during the Football World Cup, ISIS decided to have a Hannibal lectur type game:
“This is our ball, it is made of human skin”, Iraq Al Qaeda (ISIS) jokes about using severed heads as a soccerball for the World Cup.
Germany won and a foreign political figure sent out a tweet saying “Well Done Hitler! Bravo!”  It’s alledgedly unlucky for anyone to touch the World Cup and Rihanna was pictured holding it while being kissed on the either side of her cheeks by two guys.
One of my last jobs as an extra was on a movie called “Frankenstein”, starring Daniel Radcliffe and James McAvoy.    Another extra  said to me ‘Noone is helping you’, he pointed out a tardis so I took a photo on my phone and circled the tardis.  Another extra and I were just chit chatting away and she mentioned about how sometimes the phone gets stuck between the seats of a private jet and about karma and “need to teach my friends a lesson”.  It wasn’t long after that the incidents with MH370 and MH17 occured.
A competition followed where some entrants had made a cardboard cut out and took it out to the sea for a demonstration of the art installation for the Titanic Cup.  “Frankenstein” was filmed in the same naval yard as “Mr Selfridge” and while working on the set of “Mr Selfridge”, the makeup lady said to me that some actors “are like Gods”.
On “Frankenstein”, I was dressed up in a corset and old fashioned gear – again.  It was a circus scene were animals were coming and going and  a trapeze artist falls to the ground with a thud, apparently Daniel Radcliffe liked my birds as he said in a matter of factly kinda way.
On the bus back to base the extras were talking about the “Wolf of Wall Street” and laughing about the sex scene, I’ve not seen it but apparently it’s no holds barred, one of the extras said “How much did she get paid for that?”, another extra replies “Five pounds.  But totally worth it”.  Not met Leo Dicaprio, he’d not long received a promotion to “UN Messenger of Peace” to promote global action on climate change by Secretary General Ban Ki-Moon.   Which in itself – is a giggle.
By this stage there is the beginnings of a flag ‘conspiracy’ and New Zealand decided to have a referendum on whether to change the national flag or not. Australia had an ISIS attack and a Norwegian teen had his McDonalds dinner receipt tattooed on his arm for a dare, his dad locked him out and his mother had a mental breakdown, also a Russian woman was staging a protest and had tattooed her arm saying “Obama cannot touch my body”.
After Shendish Manor and the packing job, I got another job being self employed delivering for Yodel.  I had to use my own vehicle (MG) and the parcels were delivered to me and I would deliver them in my local area.

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